to work or not to work...

I have to admit life was easier when I didnt have a precious little baby thats somehow turning into a... big boy that I want to spend every minute of everyday with... or a wonderful hubby I want to be with when he gets home from work! Ugh.. I'm only working tuesday thursday right now but my bosses are reallyyy presurring me to work more... which means I would put Ammon back in daycare which isnt horrible but I definately dont want him there 8 hours a day... max 5! But I still feel so torn. They're deciding if they are going to give me a shift from 5:15 AM (yeah i know) to 11:45 am... which would actually work out great cause then I'd still be with Ammon most of the day! I'm crossing my fingers.

On another note... I am kinda having baby-fever! Dont tell Bryan but really I dont know if I can wait for a-whole-nother year to get pregnant even! Then another ten months on top of that! Really... We'll see. (refer to picture on top to understand my fervor!)

I have a lot on my mind right now. Thanks for listening.